Psychedelic Apophenia: Seeing the Influence of Psychedelics Where None Exists

Being passionate and enthusiastic about psychedelics – or even evangelical about them – can sometimes lead to seeing their influence everywhere. When you spend a lot of time thinking about these substances, as well as using them, it’s as if the world becomes more psychedelic; nature becomes more alive, and you imagine how things would…

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Home Sweet Home (1982, Mike Leigh): A Bleak Picture of British Suburbia

Home Sweet Home (1982), a television film directed by Mike Leigh, part of the BBC’s Play for Today series, is one of Leigh’s bleakest films. In it, the last of his contributions to this series, Leigh portrays the lives and dysfunctional relationships of three postal workers living on a housing estate in Hitchin, Hertfordshire. I’d…

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How Much Do We Embellish Our Memories of Psychedelic Trips?

The embellishment of memories is a widespread phenomenon. Sometimes, the distortion of memory goes beyond embellishment and becomes fabrication: false memories are common, and they can be easily induced. Simply put, memory is prone to distortion. Research shows that human memory is constructive (or reconstructive) rather than purely reproductive; we fill in gaps in memory…

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Nostalgia for a Past Unlived: Anemoia, Identity, and the Ghosts of Culture

Anemoia, a coinage from the writer John Koenig – author of The Dictionary of Obscure Sorrows – refers to a feeling of nostalgia for a time one didn’t live through. I previously wrote about why this feeling arises, namely, by connecting it to Daniel Laidler’s concept of hagioptasia: the tendency to project ‘specialness’ onto certain aspects…

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Emo’s Obsession With Car Crashes

Emo music is full of references to car crashes. When you’ve listened to enough of this type of music or watched enough music videos for emo songs, it can become apparent how recurrent this theme is in the genre, similar to the theme of ‘getting out of this small town’, ambulances, or hospitals. Examples of…

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